my weekend aka me talking about my camp family and how much I love them

ugh I just

my camp family is so important to me. like. I legit. ugh. hanging out with them can be trying and frustrating sometimes, but really it’s so worth it, and this weekend went so smoothly and nicely that I’m feeling really melancholic

hearing about camp and hearing new stories and camp gossip is just so nice and we had some interesting conversations that weren’t camp related that were nice to have and I laughed so much this weekend that I’m pretty sure I’ve used up my quota for the month and it’s only the second day. just sitting around the fire pit and talking until 12:40 AM was amazing. that’s literally all I want in a friend. I’ll keep the fire going and warm if you’ll just sit and talk with me all night and it’ll mean so much to me. we’re all spread out so it’s difficult to come together but when we do it’s so nice. 

and it makes me feel so nice to just be with the group because I really feel like an important part of it and hearing that counselors at camp kept asking about me and that last year when I missed out in CIT-B things didn’t feel the same and just hearing people say that I’m the glue that keeps our group together is so rewarding and I mean I hate that I have to hear that otherwise I don’t feel accepted or whatever because my insecurity level is in the infinities but that’s just the way I am

we watched Avengers and Thor and I love watching those movies by myself but to have a group of friends to watch it with is fun and being able to provide trivia and joke around and “I wish Natasha and Clint would fall in love” “love is for children, DH” “DH just wishes they’d fall in debt, B-Bite” and everything is just sigh. I wish we all lived closer, I wish this wasn’t our last summer camping together, I wish I wish I wish

mmm, I want to linger
mmm, a little longer
mmm, a little longer here with you